I stepped out of my car, into the cold night air. The fog had set in from beach and I was restless. I knew he was coming but I couldn't make myself feel good about it. I stood there in the road, streetlights burning orange into the mist for miles into the distance.
I only saw for few lights before they became nothing in the cold blanket of night.
Cold air cut into my bones and I breathed deep, I felt it drying my lungs. Boredom and anxiety were floating in my mind. I felt the fear. I felt my heart in my chest.
Then I looked up, past the line of trees down the road.
I saw headlights.
I sighed because I knew I was going to get it. I needed it so baddly.
His black Cadillac pulled up next to me, and he rolled down his window and his gloved hand came out. I handed him my money, in crumpled wads. 100$ all for a hit. A hit I needed.
He stepped out of his car and took off his glove.
I fell on one knee.
And began sucking his hand:
I love you Bonnie!